Sunday, November 8, 2009

http://www.tastespotting.com/

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These few days ive started having a new interest. And that is cooking and baking. I've bake like a few cakes already. The mother told me that if I really want to bake she would buy an oven. Whoopee. Cause everything I bake, (our current oven is like the ancient type) it would spoil the top layer of the cake and really burnt it black. So I've stop baking now. And somehow that didnt stop me from exploring further. Since I can't bake. WHY NOT COOK. WOOT.

So ya the title of this blog is a link to some recipes I found lately to cook stuff. sadly enough I do not have the money to buy ingredients as for now. But well, a good chef can whip up a good meal even with the lack of ingredients right? Sadly I'm still a novice in all this new environment.

Lately I've have that sudden interest in a lot of things. Drawing,photography and cooking/baking. But school has taken me away from it.

It seems as though I go through life without thinking, just taking everything in and move forward. I obviously hate this feeling. But something are beyond my control. I just hope i get over this stage in my life as soon as possible.

Sometime I want to leave everything I have right now behind and just start anew. But who in the world is able to do that. Leaving the past behind? Wait till my brain is officially cognitive dysfunction then maybe i'll stand a chance.

Oh goodness why am I complaining so much and not looking forward to tomorrow? AH. i wonder where did my optimisticity(if there is such a word) gone to?

Other than that. 2 UTs this week. I've have no time to whine and start going back to become a robot and process everything once again. Bye to you and the human me. LOL.


Koko crunch VS honey star. Choose.'


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Saturday, November 7, 2009

To breathe.

I see your face in my mind as I drive away,
Cause none of us thought it was gonna end that way.
People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds.
But its killing me to see you go after all this time.

Music starts playin like the end of a sad movie,
Its the kinda ending you dont really wanna see.
Cause its tragedy and itll only bring you down,
Now I dont know what to be without you around.

And we know its never simple,
Never easy.
Never a clean break, noone here to save me.
Youre the only thing I know like the back of my hand,
And I cant,breathe,
Without you,but I have to,
breathe,without you,but I have to.

Never wanted this, never wanna see you hurt.
Every little bump in the road I tried to swerve.
But people are people,
And sometimes it doesnt work out,
Nothing we say is gonna save us from the fall out.

Its two a.m.
feelin' like I just lost a friend.
hope you know its not easy,easy for me.
its two a.m.
feelin like I just lost a friend.
hope you know this aint easy,easy for me.

Thursday, November 5, 2009

outbreak.

It seems that my face is having a serisu of outbreaks. I wonder when will i reach the stage that i have flawless skin. It looks like i'll never ever have that =( damn.

The weather isnt really going well these few days. It gets really cold sometimes. Whatever it is. I shall update with some photos right. Ate with my sister at jurong for linner before having dinner with my mum.

TOMYUM. ultimate love i swear. I always get such crave for tomyum.


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Sunday, November 1, 2009

All fasle love and affection.



Was watching MTV and this band was featured for some live performance. And out of the dunnoe how many songs they played on MTV, this was the best. It is slowly winning my heart.

So ive been away from this page for awhile. I guess there isnt really anything to talk about my life. Or life itself. Didnt have the mood to anyway. But since im gonna intro a song to you guys, i guess i might as well update this page a bit.

Lately life for me have been getting really stressful. I dont really know the root of the problem. Things happened. And somehow I just dont really want to talk about it to anyone. Im getting all moody and hyped up about things easily nowadays. Im guess im growing up to become a woman? What a JOKE.

Partly its due to school i guess. I mean it really suck to have to go to a different class everyday and meet people you aren't close with and make small little conversation EVERY SINGLE DAY. It gets really irritating not being able to just TALK. Boring. It became worst when my ear piece died on me. I had to either live with the awkward silence or come up with small conversation. Sometimes its freaking tiring to be friendly.

Well i guess some classes are quite nice to look forward to. and some are just dead boring and killing me slowly. ah I can go on for days about this issue. But i wont. Lets move on with life.

well other reasons are just personal reasons that are better off not said on the internet. Negative impacts in life doesnt mean a negative perception of life.

Im struggling to keep my life altogether.freakit.

But anyway. My sister's wedding is less than a month. Woohoo.

Alright. gonna end to watch my tv. good night people and god bless. Do listen to the song. It has a weird vibe which makes me go gaga. (that was random)

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I've got time.

Am i catching up to you?
While you are chasing your dreams.

I will try for your love.




I'm quite worn out by the activities taking place these few weeks. From interacting with my new classmates to night life and morning schools. There is this saying that goes something like... play hard and study hard. My advice to you, do not adopt such sayings.

I play hard and study hard. So much so I have no idea where am i running to or what's my goal in this crazy mess i'm stuck in right now. But i guess i did enjoy myself.

I guess by now i should really wake up my idea about life. I've been avoiding my future far too long that i must act as accordingly. Sad to say, i do not know where to start and i find it hard to just piece everything back together without a guide of where to start. But I will not give up i cannot give up its my future we are talking about. So being an unorganized person i am, i shall just pick pieces up and fix it to place as it comes and go.

Whatever it is, I shall not give up.


Another update will arise soon enough. bye people.

Thursday, October 1, 2009

WALAUUUUUU.

It seems that today hasn't been going well. I woke up from a nightmare. and somehow the day started off quite badly. I had stomachache since 2 days ago and still in the mist of cleansing my body. Whatever I ate either came out from my mouth or the other hole without digesting fully.

And my phone died on me early morning. And bloody hell i cannot find the charger. I am damn pissed off. Its been happening quite frequently that my charger keep MIA-ing. Even though I put it at the place like for the rest of my life.Somehow the charger got legs to run away. I damn piss. Cos up to now i still can't find it.

Then just now, i went to check out my classes. And realised that i have four different classes to go to. I feel like crying now really. Plus my free day have been changed to friday. I actually prefer having my off day in the middle of the week.

Last but not least, Starhub lost EPL to Singtel. FML. I really can cry right now. Im soo full of negative emotions. STARHUB AND SINGTEL BOTH CAN GO AND DIE. Like seriously, this is suppose to cater and satisfy the customs but thanks to them, everyone is not happy. WHERE'S YOUR NUMBER ONE PIROITY OF KEEPING THE CUSTOMERS SATISFY? HUH!?!?

damn them.

piss off i dont feel like talking to anyone right now.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

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